who i want to be?

I am who I want to be and no one can change that because no one in this world can change who I want to be sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough for people when I was younger I always think about what my life be like when I grow up but I thought that I will not to be worried about what friends I would have.

But I thought wrong when I started secondary school I was a very shy kid and I didn't talk to anyone and I didn't have any friends but the next day I didn't have friends I was always alone and over the years I got bullied for being on my own and I couldn't figure out why I was bullied so I was like I should change who I am.

So the next day I changed my style and they way I act and thought maybe will people might like me more but I realised that no liked me and the bullying got more physical and worst and I was also thinking to myself what am I doing with my life. 

Then college came when I first arrived no one really knew who I was and they didn't really like me because they called me a follower because I had no one else to hang out with and I didn't know what I was doing with my life and I couldn't figure out who I was.

But the second year came and I was not alone when I made friends I was enjoying life but I was wrong because I was left out of things and I lost the thought of think who I am but I realised I don't need to change myself to fit in I just need to be myself and find people who I accept me and that is who I want to be that is a part of my life I will remember that I shouldn't change I should be myself because that's who I want to be.